Well this year has been a tough year for me but at the same time , its the most fun year for me . Alot of late nights , new friends found and reunion with the old . The year starts of broing-ly , fights early this year and separation of friends .

It quite sad at first if you were to lost someone really close to you but when you think back , its not worth it at all and especially when they leave you and go to someone else . I dont believe of the term friends come and go until this year. Its like the most meaningful year for me especially in friendships . Friends just come and go like that and of course when you're so close and when suddenly you're apart , people would find out why and i especially hate it when the other party throws alot of bad reasons and whatever to cover their flaws. Well these kind of friends are not worth it at all .

There are also friends who puts their relationship as their first priority and would follow whatever the guy is saying so that she wont break his heart lah wtv lah but leaving a friend for a boyfriend is so not right until you're official with him like seriously but sometimes this kind of things cant be stopped . I knw how it feels , sometimes when you have a boyfriend , you would like to have all the time with him and even if you both are not going out , you would try as much as possible to be in the same place as him like a hang out place or smtg or step terbump at somwhere. I know you all have done these things before , jangan step tk pernah buat. Who wouldnt love to bumped into your boyfriend and flaunt everything that you have like wearing something beautiful and making him regret of not meeting you that day or you sengaje nk terbump so that you can see if he's really doing what he said or something else which especially happens when you both are fighting. Well that are simply girl's habits .

You cnt help it but by leaving a bestfriend for a boyfriend which just gets together with you is so unreasonable and think lah people. At first you leave your bestfriend that have been friends with you for more thn lets say 5 years and go to another friend which you thn became bestfriends with her so the other party get along with you and move on and thn you get a boyfriend and tht boyfriend hates the new bestfriends but dont care if you mix with the old and thn you go back to the old . Isnt that stupid ? If i were the old , i feel so used and its like kau pergi pat aku bile matae kau tk suke bestfriend baru kau je ? And i seriously hate it when friends who have gone and come back and obviously my type of person wont accept it tht easily -.-

Another scenerio is when you have no more backups , you brokeup with your boyfriend which is bestfriend with your bestfriend and your another bestfriend alrd go the old and you go to another clan to have a backup and instead having affairs with the guys and stuffs . WTF is this man . After all this things tht happened this year , i knew tht girls always priorities boyfriends more thn friends even accidentally sometimes. Well if were to talk about friends , there are too many things to elaborate so lets just stop here.

Relationships for me in this year have been err no comments but until now , i hate fireworks but cant get my eyes of it. Ystd is the 31st and there's fireworks at night so whatcha think i would think ?

Family have been consistence and no problems i guess ? Same problem over and over again so i dont really care.

Myself ; Ive been slacking alot this year and the results really got a bump on me and it really makes me wake up and everything but ive done nothing to bring justice. Im sure im gonna do more on studies this year. I have to buck up and i really wanted to go to my desired poly with my desired course. Well, hopefully . I have alot of resolutions for the new year thatwill hopefully change my behaviours and the way i live and stuffs.

Well , fr the things in my post , sape mkn chili die yg rase pedasnye .

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