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Thursday, October 22, 2009




Im sorry if you guys have been going to my blog for the umpteenth time and still see my baby picture infront of your eyes . I know your eyes must be so pain see-ing my cute baby photo , i knwww . HAHA . Okay whatever so i went to school with afiqah just now for aes thinggy . Since she was late too , i decided to go with her . Well you know me , dtg skola cpt sesekali sahaja *insert goodgirl grins* So yeah , reached school and had to go to the art room for the painting of canvas and then while waiting for it to dry , i lied on the 2 tables in the art room , feeling2 like its my own bed . I dont know ? They said I looked so depressed ? As said by farhati , aryanty and iffa . HAHA , felt so pathetic after hearing them asking me again and again why i was so sad and stuffs . But whatever , i changed my mood when i went down. Help out with the canvas and stuffs , did some magics with ZAKI's twin and wow , we were bestfriends for a minute or maybe minutes ? HAHAH . Then after all that shits which finish at about 1+ i guess ? Went banquet with Liyanabby and Suuhailabby . Then went home and fall asleep. Babi btol sia . So that was my day ? I swear i want to go to school early tmrw , its been so long . Its been almost a month or so ive been late , reaching school early by cab and that means late tooooo ! I dont wanna waste my money anymore . Wanna take public and be on time for school ! Being late only makes my life more difficult . Can be easily getting caught and i hate hate hate it. But its nearly the end of the year so who cares ? But i still wants to go school early tmrw and the whole lot of next week . Since the sec4's are not in school and since the bus will not be pack ? Why not ! And talking bout next week , its alrd the last week of the yearrr ! Wow , suddenly i forget all about my results . Okay whatever , im just gonna pray hard that i'll get promoted at least . So much about my last week of school , i got another 2 weeks of school like oh bummer . So yeah , seee muah reaching early tmrww yeah babiessss !~

And this part here , i had to make it special . I dont care and i dont miss her anymore . She go off just like that and oh cant u just rmbr ? She just walk off like that , to another table , okay i dont hold any grudges to those people but i just want you to think . Is that the kind of person u want to rmbr the whole life and miss the whole life ? Common she's not a big fuck or anything . I used to miss her too , the times when i went back home with her , go to school with her and everything but it came to a point when i realise it was just not worth it when we kept thinking about a person who come and go . There are many more friends who stayed and go through thicks and thins together and not come and go . Serious shit , i dont fucking care anymore . I dont hate her but i just hate it if she were to come back cause i really cant accept liars and hypocrites . Although how many months/years/things/stuffs/whatever we go through and did together , it doesnt make a lot of difference if she were to come and go . The memories will not fade in my mind and of course in my heart but seeing it end like this just makes me want to forget everything that had happend before cause it was not meant to be . And what huda said is right , the one who truly understand you will not leave you . Im glad that im now with my babygirls who understands me and i really app that alot . But more babygirls mean more dividing time. Im sorry if ive been spending little time with you guys but im trying to adapt to it , to spend equal quality time with both parties and i really love both parties and app you guys alot . You guys have been giving me words of encouragements and stuffs. Although its not that much of a help to my problems, i app that you girls are trying as hard as you guys can to make me as happy as i can. I app those alot and thanks for being there for me to rant stupid thingssss . I <333333333 you guyssss lots . And to end this post , i would like to say that im happy with what i have now and contented with everything , not wanting for more . Thank you .

Been going to boonlay two times with this dress. Naseb with different person. Skali seller to igt aku tkde baju . HAHAHA .




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Fitrah Kamilah

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Hotpink.Black.Red.Purple.Turquoise.

I can be vivacious and obnoxious at the same time.
If you choose to be with me, you can't afford to choose one.
Looking arrogant does not mean anything.
Rmbr me cause I may be the one that would light any of your life in the future.




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