Hey , its been long since i blogged and im back , to the blogsphere .
So yeah , as you all know , Kris Allen won for American Idol and
godknows how difficult it is for us to know who the winner is.
So yeah , on that day , it was a post-exam activity day so get to slack and as
we know its the live telecast of AI , we watched it through Raihan's phone.
WOAH , we were alrd elated when it reach the part where they want to
tell who is the winner until ....
OUR GROUP HAD TO PRESENT INFRONT AND HE BORUGHT HIS HP ALONG !
Ya allah , batape germanye aku .
and we were praying hard hoping it still havent finish but it ended right
after raihan came back.
THE BIG AI LOGO came out and woah , pecah seribu harapan.
So yeah , i start msging people asking who is the winner until i accidentally msged
Mr sha . hahahah :D period .
Mid Year has been bad . Dont wish to talk bout it and i fucking jealous looking at
HUDA'S RESULT.
LIKE OMFG SIA.
she can go JC now , she got 9 and 11 points .
GERAM NYE AKUUUU.
hahhahaha , i hope we're meeting pretty soon lah kan . IMYFLS.
i dont wish to elaborate more people , will update again and im sure
my blog will not be dead during the holidays as i will confirm have
so much fun time with babygirls and quello .
(homeworks put aside :P)
Special notes for special people .

TO NUR AQILA BTE ZARONI.
I hate what you are doing right now . You are just being stupid by doing all those stupid stuffs. Doesnt mean u're stress , u want to do this and that . I know how you feel and im saying this ebcause i love you. Where are all your promises of not doing all those stupid stuffs anymore ? ): Im hurt then you break your promise to me. I hope you stop all this nonsence. Always remember this phrase that says "Love yourself before loving others" . By doing all these stupid stuffs , are you doing your part by loving yourself ? It will just harm your health and im sure you know what are the consequences bby . I hope you stop real soon . I dunwan to see your future hancur.

TO NUR SUHAILA BTE SHAHLUDDIN.
(just right , when i typed this , lagu melawan kesepian tgh kluar pat SURIA ) You might think that i didnt care for you all this long. I've been quiet when you do all those stupid stuffs but deep inisde , i felt like leaving you . I felt like you're just a liar , lying to yourself and others . I hate it that you do these stuffs when you yourslef know what will happened . You know about your health right ? You're not addicted to it , i can confirm cause you can stop for a long time and have a sudden urge to smoke when you see your friends **s . (I dindt mean they are a big influence) Lets just put this ; you have the urge when you see there's ***c. Seriously , what eny have done last few days are right , by not entertaining you and what me and liyana are doing , salah cause it looks like we dont even care by just letting you do tht . Suhaila , sblm biken tu igt siket bleh tak ? Kalau masok hospital balik , mak ngn bpk kau jugak susah gy tgk kau pat hosp. Eny woke up early in the morning and without fail (except1/2 days) visited u in the hosp. And now ? What are you doing ? and like i said , love yourself before loving others , now , you are just putting yourself at risk .... Buat ape buat tu sume ? Mcm bdh gtu kan ? Terpakse pegy pat luar skola after sch , and pat luar , nmpk **p kene lari ... Beli bende tu pon tk dpt lepas. By doing this , you're putting urself at risk too ... Higher chances of getting caught . I know you wont care but please , at least thing bout yourself . Maybe ure not scared of losing us , but by losing ur life ? I bet you wont wwant to terbaring pat atas katil kesakitan , masih igt tk sume tu ? Tskkk . Im saying all this bcause i love you and i want you to stop . I feel angry when you wanna do tht but i kep quiet . You knw what i intend to do at that point of time? I felt like "kalau kau sakit , aku tk pegy" ... I feel like crying when you do all those things ... You might think im mean to think of that but think through , isnt it your own fault doing all those things ? Haizzz , whatever it is , please realise your mistakes Suhaila , you know i love you .

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