Ive not been posting for what ? 2 days ? Ive been so shag and ystd , i did my art photography thinggy and i was all worn out as i arrived home cause i walk from vp to afiqah's home there and then to my hse . Quite far u knw . I think the total distance can make the distance i always walked to cwp from my hse. HOHO. & to add to evrything , its super hot ystd eventhogh it seems cool. I knw u dont understand what i mean but its bahang in malay. HOHO.
So i lie down on my bed , thinking that i will only take a short nap but no , i slept until 11 + and i swear to myself after that. Serious shit , ive yet to do my art and there i am , sleeping . Omg , luckily i did finished all the research within 1 hour and i fall asleep straight after that. I seriously dunno how to cope with my life man. Its only sec 3 and there's lots of hwrks given by the teachers. Itu pon tk biken okay. I dunno why i feel so tired once i steped in my hse. My bed is like calling me everytime i steped in my room. The temptation is so high that i cant take it anymore and i'll jut lie down. OMG , i cant imagine me doing this everyday until next year which is my OLEVEL (HOPEFULLY)! I seriouly want to catch up on maths and i know i cant live if i keep getting 29 for my maths for every tests.
I cant have the mindset of "Bila-bila F9 for my maths". I have to cope and i think i want to find a tutor but i feel so tired and i just feel like studying alone but by studying alone , im making myself to face with alot of challenges as i might not knw some of the questions and i might need help when there's nobody at home who could teach me. So yeah , this should be under my cravings ; Study for maths , get at least a D7 for exam. Well , hopefully. I just cant bare to stayback everyday at sch doing nothing and get home all tired and sleep until night and awake until the next morning without doing anything useful . Serious , well , if you want something , you must work for it right ? You shouldnt be resting or anything . So yeah , enough of my ambitions . I shouldnt elaborate about art cause it has been more stressfull and art , i cant simply call a tutor right ? PFFFT , i just hope i wont dream about art again. Okay , bye people !

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