I want to start reminiscing about the past , be childish and cry while writing this .
There's a lot of things that happened this year .
One thing i know is , i slacked alot until i failed my mid year .
yes , im tht lazy motherfucking ass .
i can do it , but im just lazy and dont pay attention in class .
i really had fun this year with lil sibilings .
we've been in the same class for two years and i think we've bonded alot .
we would share our dirty lil secrets to each other and each time we had a new crush ,
we would tell each other .
& each time we saw a hot guy , we nudge each other .
i just cant imagine how would it be next year .
we're all separated to different classes .
yes , you may think that its such a normal thing to be in separated class with ur bestfriends , but not me !
you noe like example , there's a new teacher who come to our class or smth and his jokes aint funny and its lame , lil sibs will gave each other that look -.-
i mean like you noe ,,,,, urghhh .
u just wont understand .
and then when there's no teacher , we would sit together and talk abt stuffs.
its hard to get updated with stuffs when ure in different class u noe .
and when one of our crushes walked pass our classes , we will nugde each other or smth .
im so gonna miss it .
and we're always in fours .
next year , will only be me and suhaila [for lil sibs]
its wouldnt be fun without yana and atikah .
you know , lil sibs will not be fun without each other .
evnthough we fought quite alot of times this year , we are still back together as one .
if you would ask me how much i love lil sibs , i just cant tell you ...
only my heart know .
they have been there for me when i had my downssss
but i think im more close to liyana .
other then lil sibs , im close to other lil fam members like humairah , we go to school together and i do talked to her about my problems toooo !
im not so close to anisah and nina but i love them as much too.
thanks for being there , lil sibs .
i love each and everyone of you godknowhowmuch .
this year has been a though one for me too .
i had lots of conflicts .
i fight with my father alot of times .
there's one time when i cnt take it anymore and i broke down in public , in a packed bus , like a baby .
i just cant take it when he say he wanna @###@# .
i hate it so much .
ive cried alot this year , rather then last year.
other than tht , im happy to have classmates that are jovial at all times and would joke around .
so when i had my sad day , i will end up laughing by the end of the day :D
i love 2B ! i cant imagine next year with new classmates .
how lucky ?
love life has been ups and downs.
with amirul early this year and with zan nearly end of this year .
i just donwanna elaborate .
i break up with them bcause ive got my reasons .
not bcause i love other people or smth ...
and if you think i still love yazid , forget about it .
and oh ya , 2008 had been a hectic one for me .
i think this year was pretty busy .
especially the months before national day .
i never had myself a rest .
when i said rest , i mean really rest .
i am also glad to know that my father's side family hate me so much.
what a life right ?
and they kept sindiring and memperbahasekan[since uzair dunno how to translate this then i just write this in malay] hahahha .
i dont really rmbr what happened this year .
this year had been so fast .
it feels like ystd when me and my classmates had own cliques and ANTI each other.
hmmmph , i wonder how its gonna be this year .
Lets hope for the best .
i hope i didt put the past to the future again .
i hope to have a brand new life and happier life .
nevertheless , im happy with my life right now .
i hope i'll stick to my new year resolutions which is important to have a better life.
AMIN .