i miss my extensions ]:
im so bored at home man !
im sick of living alone .
everyday , the cycle goes over and over again .
i eat , clean hse when aunt nags , play com from the morning till i slept at night , talk to myself.
you all are so lucky tht uve got big family tht can go out with you or entertain u .
me ?
yahhh i knw i gt friends .
but they got their own family rite ?
they all got their own plans and stuffs and now , i think i only have a few close friends.
woah , im really sick okay , i think i only speak 50 words per day .
if it goes on like this , i think if i die , no one would ever notice then .
okay , drop the topic .
im now mad again and this time , its YOUTUBE and IMEEM .
i cant play songs/videos .
they would be played but with no sounds !
its not my sound systems !
ive alrd check , i tried playing song frm my documents and they worked!
so this must be YOUTUBE and IMEEM problems .
and a girl from my MSN i dunno how , also had the same problem !
woah , if it continues to be like this , then im gonna be a loner forever siol .
so when im rotting , i manage to browse some kentlan jubs boys profiles on friendster.
i dunno why , they love to add girls to their friends .
and their comments are full of girls comments saying
"cheers for the add !
hope to noe u betta
adeq sweety signing off "
okay , this is just an example but im sure its something like tht .
and some of them even have a gf alrd !
like omg sia .
okay i knw im such a busybody or watsoever but dont the gf be jealous or anything ?
cause if i were the girl , i would surely be jealous and angry .
im not angry at the girls though but my guy whom adds alot of girls when they alrd have a girl in their heart [as if -.-]
okay , if he's a hot guy then nvm ah , add girl also girl like . [ what type of english ]
but this one , masyallah , hanye allah sahaje yang tahu .
okay , some of u might say tht being on friendster is to make friends but tht doesnt mean u must add girls and 3/4 of ur friends are girls riteeee .
im not jealous , just irritated .
okay , drop the topic .
nowwwwwwwwwww , i need to say smth tht i hate the most .
i hate to see tawian spress , korean/japan mvies .
u noe why ?
cse most of the girls i see is girls with long curly hair , smth like my extension !
i fell like going to them and pull their hair out siol .
hahahha.
i feel so jealous okayyy !
see ?
PFFFFT , HATE THEM AH , FOR HAVING SUCH A WONDERFUL HAIR.
eventhough i knw most of them wore wigs for their photoshoot,
but still ! they look real on them .
hopefully by june , i have those long curly locks .
dream on .
okay ! im a happy kid now , cause at last ,someone is free and tht is iyla !
and we're gonna catch wild child tmrw. YAY .
at last , PHEWWW ! period .
woah , i just realised loving someone tht ure not in contact with is such a uhmmm
waisting time ?
cause u'll surely wont get them or anything rite ?
stupid . but how to get rid of the feelings ?
i managed to forget him for a little while but i just cant do it cause i would sit and start reminiscing the past when we used to be together.
unless zac efron came to me and proposed me , then i think , i might forget him :p
woah , what a fucking dream rite ?
i hate to love someone tht dont even knw tht i still love them .
i hate to love someone tht i cant get .
i have to love someone tht i cant spend time with [even as a friend]
PFFFFT .
i wonder what he's doing right now ..
alah , even if he knws tht i love him , he wouldnt even care i guess .
the most he wld say is " im sorry , i love someone else . im over it alrd . im really sorry " .
okay thts my imagination .
but... how i wish if i cld tell him tht i still love him through texting him and he msged me to come down after he walked from his hse through the rain just to meet me and when he meet me , he hugged me like there's no tmrw and tell me tht he love me too and all this long , he has been waiting for me to tell him tht i love him too .
woah , such a fairytale .
okay im done now .
see ? ive got lots to tell .
okay , chow peoples, i'll update again tmrw with pictures .
PICTURES BELOW to entertain you :D
while he did my extensions . this is right before raye .
times at sch when im lazy to comb my hair . candid by yana .
after combing . at least , a lil bit better . minus the expression , of course .

belah nonok , while he highlights my hair . okay , aku tau muke aku burok to the max. kau diam.
okay bye

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