HELLO . its been a long time since i post .
im just plain lazy ...
since this stupid ANNA wants me to blog , then i'll blog .
HAHAHAHAH . kidding .
First , HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY TO MOHD SHARIZAN BIN OSMAN [:
Selamat Hari Raya to you and harap zan maafkan and halalka makan minum feet .
im sorry for doing all those stupid things to you ...
i dunno why you still love me even after me doing all those stuffs .
i think , its been 3-4 times i spilled drinks on your shirt/pants ...
feet rase bersalah after i dint salam ur mum ...
sorry if i made you listen to all those nagging frm your mum bcse of me ...
and now i think , your mum will hate me ?
sorry tau , tht time feet tumbok zan smpai berdarah ...
seriously tk sengaje ....
biaselah org2 kuat nie :p
feet rase sungguh bersalah kepade zan .
dah banyak bende feet buat pat zan smpai zan nangis ...
i'll swear i'll be fair and not being selfish anymore aites ?
you shld tell me when im wrong or you dont like what im doing so tht i can improve on it ....
&&&& we'd also promise tht there'll be no secrets between us kan ?
feet rase 1 mnth dah mcm setahun gtu ,
dah bnyk mase kite luangkan bersame ...
feet tak terkilan kalau zan pernah menyesal stead ngn feet .
feet tau feet bnyk buat slh pat zan .
im very very very sorry tau zan ....
kalau zan nak break pon , feet dah tak tau nk ckp ape ...
watever it is ,,, I STILL LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART TAU ...
i will try to be a good wife and a good mother to both our sons .... :D
all the fun times that we had will always be in my heart ...
sekali lagi , feet ingin mengucapkan , selamat hari raya and happy mnthsary [[[[:
iloveyoualot :DDDDD
end .
Hari Raya eve was spent doing hair extensions at City Plaza .
i spend $180 for 60 strands .
well actually , can add more strands for the same price but i have no idea why i denied.
then bought some things for hari raya and mrt-ed home .
the next day was hari raya and like every year , i did not have fun during hari raya.
i have to put up a fake smile , sitting alone at one corner and try to entertain myself .
the aunties and cousins wouldnt even bothered to talk to me or something ...
they will just ask me if i've eaten or why i am sting there ...
watever it is , they looked so sacarstic ....
i dunno why they hate me so much ...
i feel so unfortunate ...
i get watever i wanted but not a happy family ...
everybody hates me ...
like as if im gonna take my father's harta ...
aku kan anak pungut , tk berhak menerime sume harte tu ...
tapi the attention i get from my father's family is too much .
tentulah bpk feet ikut ckp dorang ...
feet kan sape ...
well sometimes , feet rindukan kasih syg seorang ibu ....
mcm dah lame gtu tk dpt rasekan bagaimane kasih sygnyer ....
biler zan ckp wht mak zan said , feet rase sedih sgt2 ...
kadang2 , feet rase kwn2 feet and zan sahaje lah tempat feet menumpang kasih syg ..
bpk feet pon lebih pentingkan keluarge dier dari feet .
tak lame lagi pulak , makcik feet nk kluar rumah ...
dengan saperlah feet nk mengadu naseb nanti ?
kadang2 , feet sedih tgk org beraye dgn family , take family photos ...
feet ? dorang hanye berbuat baek jerh dpn feet .
di belakang , mengumpat sane sini ...
feet rase sedih tau ...
smlm biler sedare sblah ayah feet dtng , dorang ckp ayah feet buang duit jeh renovate bilik feet .
padehal its been 11 years living in tht room with the same bed...
feet rase mcm feet ni hanye org luar pade kelauarge sblah ayah ...
mereka mane nk terime feet walaupun feet ni ditatang minyak yg penuh oleh bapak feet...
feet rasefeet blog smpai sini jelah ...
while typing this , im crying ...
smpai biler lah feet bleh hidup ...

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