“Above all, remember that the most important thing you can take anywhere is not a Gucci bag or French-cut jeans; it's an open mind.”
- Gail Rubin Bereny

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

i thought today would be wonderful but i was wrong ...
the walk-back home was a misery .
can you imagine when you walk and then when you turn , there's only the people you HATE the most walking with you even worst talking with you ?
i wanted to cry when that happened,,,,
i really try my best to hold back my tears ,,,
they came and each of them were shouted by me ...
i felt so angry ...
its not a joke , but i felt as if im not anything in this world when you all did that ...
i even shouted at my father when i was bad mood bcause of tht incident ...
thanks guys for cheering me up....
but its useless after u all have done that .
and now , i admit , i like you [ i noe you did not even have a feeling for me] .
and i only admit this all , because everything's gone , over ....
i've lost everything now , even you as a friend .
i would rmbr this day , tht i wont msg u anymore ,
im sorryyy tht i shouted at you but not only u rite ?
even to my friends !
i cried at the interchange and in the bus realizing thet ive lost a friend which i really look forward to chat with everyday ...
even by writting this psot , i cried .
tell me im kental , tkleh kena joke ....
but whatever it is i felt so angry + sad at you guys ....
and you , i dont mean to end this friendship but you're the one who start it first ,
you make a joke which is not funny at all , making me realise tht im nothing in this world .
thanks for everything..

my life was





Photobucket
Fitrah Kamilah

Leopard.Zebra.Florals.Lace.Sequins.Studs.
Hotpink.Black.Red.Purple.Turquoise.

I can be vivacious and obnoxious at the same time.
If you choose to be with me, you can't afford to choose one.
Looking arrogant does not mean anything.
Rmbr me cause I may be the one that would light any of your life in the future.




September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 January 2006 April 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010



Music Playlist at MixPod.com



Designer: -xJolin
Basecode: Scribbles-love/{♥}